Take it slow, don't jump to conclusions, enjoy the things you have now...
These are only a few of the things that I have been trying to tell myself lately.
Everything is changing so fast that I often feel stranded in the middle as my life zooms by.
The point is, I need to be more supportive, more adaptable, more understanding, and more optimistic.
I need to realize that not having complete control of where my life, My family's life is going, is not the absolute worse thing to happen. Instead I need to be appreciative that for the time being, we have family close, friends close, and more than enough love.
All of this may seem kind of confusing, mainly because it seems like all of my feelings are all jumbled up right now. In short, Kevin has decided (with my opinions heard, of course) To pursue a career in medicine. This is obviously a much larger commitment than his previous degree program. He is taking on a heavy class load plus changing his current job in order to fulfill his admissions requirements for medical school. There is only one medical school in Vegas, so the odds of us having to relocate once he is done with his bachelors are high. This scares me to death. I am more worried for Declan however, as he will be about 4 at the time. He is already attached to everyone here and it worries me.
I know that in the long run this will be good for all of us, but right now I'm having a hard time hanging in there. I will be strong for my family though. we can do this. I know God has big plans in store for us, I just need to work on my patience.
On a MUCH lighter note, now that I have that off my chest, I am re-beautifying my blog and plan on posting more often with updates on our life & of course my amazing 7 month old! (yes 7, I can hardly believe it!)
