I don't ever wanna leave you.

With my job search in full force & my maternity leave quickly coming to an end, I can't help but feel sad. At the current moment, going back to work feels like the end of the world. I feel like Declan is growing up too fast & I feel like by going back to work that I'm going to miss everything. I want to stay home and be with him all the time. To be honest, motherhood is not what I expected it to be and it is definitely not easy but I love it. I know I have to go back to work & I am coming to terms with it. I just don't want to!!!!